Do ya ever just fuck up so badly ya wanna curl up and cry???
Cause boi did I screw the pooch this time,, I’ve done damage I know I can’t undo and fuck it hurts. Feels like fuckin up is all I’m good at lately.

textvagueventdrove one away and seriously hurt the other like a moron because im selfish and stupidtho i dont actually feel all that bad abt driving one away atleast not yet... really hope that feeling lasts bc im so tired of hurtingand im tired of hurting others. i keep considering IT even tho i know thats a stupid way to handle this but it hurts so so much it hurtsi just want it all to stop because i cant handle this shit anymore but ill hold on... just alittle longer in hopes itll stop hurting so much